Side Tracked/ My sister

So, I have this habit I really need to break. I'm sure all that know me know what it is.. and for those who don't it is being distracted by nothing. I recently read my sisters blog and well I guess this runs in the family lol as you can see by my post progress I am not all that grate at keeping my mind on writing daily. lol kellie daily has turned into kellie sometimes or kellie bi-weekly, or even monthly. I guess the new Timmy's sizes don't help neither I've been getting the XL lately and I can barely keep it together when finish caffeine and I kind of clash that way. I have done so much the past few days since the weather has been FANTASTIC!!!!!
I tried running and seen a few old friends. It was nice to see that I'm not the only one living back home and tring to find a job. The other day I spent the day with holly. It was very nice I'm trying to spend more time with her with out her friends. Since she will be leaving to New Zealand in 24 days.!! 24 DAYS!!!! OMG!!!
I'm going to miss the kid.

Now for the deep sisterly love... GET READY

My sister is the one person who knows everything about me well... pretty much everything. She is what keeps me going she is what I fear to disappoint yet she is the only one who will not judge.
I love my sister more then anyone who is living on this planet.
I feel like she can relate to the lyrics of o' sister by city and colour I say this because I once was the one she could look up too. I was the mighty older sister...
but then I fell I fell into a world of greedy people all my friends were loosers and were addicted to the party and blinded all they cared about was getting drunk and having fun.
I was the motherless child longing for comfort. and I thought I had comfort in the people who were around me but it just turned into them using me up and tossing me away like a disposable rag..
Now I am the sister she uses as a reference on what not to do..
Don't get me wrong I love that my sister wont make the mistakes I made.
Mistakes with life choices including work places, friends.. and how to not get your heart stepped on...
It just sucks that it was my life as the reference and I wish it was someone elses.  

Dear sister, I love you!


Aside from the deep intense sister moment Saturday I bought Rollerblades! Yup I'm learning to roller blade :).
Today I'm going to Toronto, Ohh the city how I love thee. I will return on Saturday or Sunday should be a good time :)

I can't help but laugh after reading this over I covered quite a bit in such little time. A.D.D moment!! (we all have our moments)

Anyways....

My sisters blog is http://hollybrunschot.blogspot.ca/2012/03/coffee-distraction-24-days.html?spref=fb

Check her out she has a lot of good stuff on there and she sticks to her posts. hehee
ALSO...
Try to help with her New Zealand fund. :)

Love
Kelliee


O' Sister- City and Colour

Oh sisterWhat's wrong with your mind?You used to be so strong and stableMy sisterWhat made you fall from grace?I'm sorry that I was not there to catch you
What have the demons done?What have the demons done?With the luminous light that once shined from your eyesWhat makes you feel so aloneIs it the whispering ghostsThat you feared the mostBut the blackness in your heartWon't last foreverI know it's tearing you apartBut it's a storm you can weather
Oh sisterThose lines etched in your handsThey're hardened and rough like a road map of sorrowMy sisterThere is a sadness on your faceYou're like a motherless child who's longing for comfortWhat's running through your veinsThat's causing you such pain?Does it have something to do with the pills they gave to you?What is eating at your soul?Was it the whispering ghosts that left you out in the cold?
But the blackness in your heartWon't last foreverI know it's tearing you apartBut it's a storm you can weather