friends, rommates, and bar scene DON'T DO IT!

Tips on looking for a sane roommate and my experiences.
Warning! I get off topic but it is still really good to know.
If you are looking for something cheep in a city try for something near the university, or collage.
hangout with the roommates before you move in. If you are a partier go with the partiers.

if you are like me and you like quiet and like to get your work done, so with people that are in for the same.

I'm not tiring to insult anyone but try to stray away from anyone that works in a nightclub seen. I found that when i lived with them they had drama everyday. It was annoying and made me want to pull out my hair.
I felt like i was in a episode of Jersey Shore. RAHH!!
Yes it was fun sometimes but the mood swings the partying the jealousy that went on was crazy.!!!
And yes I did work at a club, but it got old and living in that lifestyle is exhausting.

It is easy to get sucked into the fun that is the nightclub and you may even feel that you made friends with the people that work there.
I'm not saying that it is imposable to I have made a couple friends.
and there great mind you they got out as well or they are getting out.
I found that the longer they worked there the more they get blinded by the "fun."
They get cocky.. rude.. and greedy.
I know I did it for a year. It is sad it took me this long to figure it out.
And it is sad that it took the most important person in my life to die.
My mom died January 24th 2011, It was after that that I realised my true friends and people who really cared for me and what had happened.
Some of the people that said they really cared didn't say a word.. Nothing..
and some that i rarely talked to came to the visitation and expressed that they cared for the hard time that darkened my world.
not even my boss said a word. other then can you work this weekend, and i did i came into work for that heartless jerk. Don't get me wrong I'm not looking for sympathy ohhh poor me. No, not at all but when i needed someone to talk to i wanted the people i thought were my friends.
It got much worse when they found that i got a inheritance check. Everyone was my friend then.
Asking me to dinner asking for me to pay for them asking me to come out down town.
everything i would have to pay for.
I'm not going to get into anymore detail.

Other than this:

" Well, once I lived the life of a millionaire,
Spent all my money, didn't have any cares.
Took my friends out for a a mighty fine time
Boot leg whiskey, champagne and wine
Then I began to fall so low,
Lost all my good friends had no place to go
If I get my hands on a dollar again
I'm gonna hold on to it until the old eagle grins
Nobody knows you when you're down and out
In your pocket not one penny
And as for friends, you ain't got any.
Soon as you get on your feet again,
Everybody wants to be your long-lost friend
I think it's strange, without any doubt
Nobody knows you when you're down and out"

Eric Clapton <3

now that I'm done rambling lol

hat just an example of what downtown Windsor Ontario is like.

I'm glad to say that I'm out of that loop i do go dance sometimes but i have a whole new group of friends and i am happy now. YAY!!!! LAWLS

Talkin' Sh*t??? 10-20

Inspired my a Young relative. And most high school girls.
This can also be good for girls my age and older.

Girls are the WORST!, they never stop the gossip.
What I learnt and am still learning is that girls can get wayyy out of hand, and you really shouldn't worry about them.
You never know whats going to happen in your future and after high school you may never see them again.
Keep your eyes on the prise that is your future.

Yes, it is hard when its going on right now right next to you and it can be so hard to ignore.
but think about it you ignoring then is more harmful then showing them it hurts.. really BAD.

Even facebooking "Hey you sh*t talker this isn't bothering me" it shows it dose a bit. most likely your bully is a moron and cant understand that but you do, and some of the people around you do.

You just need to focus on you. do what you need to do to become the best you can be.
that's probably the best advice someone can give you.

If anymore need someone to talk to there is soooo many people out there that can help you out and if you feel that there isn't message me. I wont use names, I wont say a word but as a person who has went through this I  have good advice for you.
Kelliee <3

my heart, my mind meaning

If you have opened the my heart my mind blog I have going on you will see that they are all poems or songs.
The idea I have is to start an album based on them. the songs are written about my actual feelings and what is actually going on in my life.
I cant wait to complete it this is my 2012 project number 1. :)

Thanks to all who read and follow me.

:)

Kelliee